Toronto Dreaming and Notes About Love.
I am going to move to Toronto in September. I'm going to start my Bachelor of design in fashion communication. Being an obsessive daydreamer, I have this image of myself walking down the streets in downtown Toronto in a very cute but unique outfit, with a smirk on my face, some jazzy music playing in the background, feeling like I'm on top of the world.( you know the go to scene for a lot of women empowering movies.) I want to have all kinds of adventures and ace all my projects and be the best. But you know in all the movies the daydreamer faces reality and finds that the real world might not match up to her ideal imagination. In my mind I always see myself to be this confident girl, who walks onto campus and then the wind blows in her hair elegantly, heads turn, thinking who is that girl? You know, the basic slow motion daydream. But in reality, I'm the girl who shlumps , is shy but covers up by making a lot of jokes and is a little goofy and just sits and waits for people to approach her. But I can dream, can't I?
The love part
On the other hand, When it comes to love, I don't fantasize about the typical love story, you know the one where your eyes meet from across the room and all that shit?nu-uh. Don't get me wrong I do believe in true love. I just want it in a less cliche way. I don't know how or when or who yet. And I don't want to know. That's the excitement of it all. I just really love to be in love. But something that is pretty specific about my fantasy about love is that I always imagine me and the love of my life on a sailing boat having champagne and dancing to "gheri" Persian dance music.
On a lighter note
I've started watching Sex & the City, season 1, and it's a total imagination booster for me. I keep seeing myself as Carrie Bradshaw. Except I see myself writing about fashion. I'm also a little self conscious about my crooked nose, just like she was. and yes I curled my hair to look like Carrie.
What do you usually daydream about?